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Name: Larken Location: Illinois, United States Birthday: 3/24/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: anything with Television, books that are written well enought to change your life, friends, and blue M&Ms Occupation: Student Industry: Other
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Member Since:
11/7/2005
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| HE said baby things change, I said but i feel the same. He said well let me explain, Baby how things can change. I said but that doesnt show, how a love that could grow, would become so astrange. He said well baby things change.
He said so baby dont try, to figure it out or ask questions bout why. Forevers a promise no love can survive. Trusted hearts, just dont apply. Baby things change.
Well baby I quit tryin, to figure out all your hearts lyin. Forevers a promise we couldnt survive. I maybe slow, but I'm not blind.
He said I still love you so. I said I dont care to know. He said you once cried my name. I said well baby things change.
Let's not go placing the blame, You're right, baby, things change. | | |
| so here's the deal. i know alot of you think i'm just absolutely crazy and stupid. yes i've heard the words a millions times, however, i might be crazy in my actions but i'm aware of what could happen. i dont do the things i do because i'm weak or because of temptation. i do things because i want to do them. obviously if you know me well at all you know i've made some pretty bad mistakes in my life, but those things only teach me what not to do in the future. after making that statement i'm sure my recent actions you think contradict this, however it turns out this time its different. that's what life is all about, taking risks...failing...learning...loving...i've been hurt and i've cried and i've been happy and smiled and i've lived | | |
| why do people come in to where i work and ask me if the soup that is clearly marked "spicy black bean soup" ..is spicy. no sir, we just put that up there to add another word to the title. i can not clarify whether your tastebuds are the same as everyone else on the planet, but in a survery 9 out of `10 tastebuds agree, that yes when a soup is marked spicy that it is spicy. | | |
| it takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW MY LIFE FEELS RIGHT NOW. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. IS IT BECAUSE I WONT LET ANYONE GET CLOSE TO ME? I FEEL LIKE IN THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS I'VE ONLY JUST REALIZED WHO I TRULY AM. I'D RATHER PEOPLE HATE ME FOR WHO I AM THAN TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I'M NOT. I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON THAN I WAS IN HIGHSCHOOL, AND I'M SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT STUPID EGOTISTICAL PERSON I USED TO BE. I'M TIRED OF THE DRAMA AND I CANT IGNORE IT BECAUSE THE PERSON IT INVOLVED WAS SUCH A HUGE PART OF MY LIFE. I DONT WANT THEM BACK, I JUST WANT TO BE THIER FRIEND , BUT I'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. SHOULD I NOT DEFEND MYSELF TO THOSE WHO ACCUSE ME OF FALACIES? I KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME AND I AM GIVING MY LIFE TO HIM TO LEAD ME WHEREVER HE WANTS ME. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW TO DEAL WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S INSECURITIES. I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD HELP THEM, DEFEND MYSELF, SHOW THEM THE WAY TO ACCEPT THEMSELVES, BUT HOW TO DO HELP SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT TO BE HELPED, WHO DOESNT BELIEVE IN MY SOUL? IT HARD.....THERE IS NO END TO WHAT I'M SAYING.. | | |
| HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT
take the ribbons from my hair
shake it loose and let it fall
lay it soft against your skin
like the shadows on the wall
come and lay down by my side
Till the early morning light
all i'm takin is your time
help me make it through the night
i dont care what's right or wrong
i dont try to understand
let the devil take tomorrow
Lord tonight i need a friend
yesterday is dead and gone
and tomorrow is outta sight
it's so sad to be alone
help me make through the night
i dont wanna be alone
help me make through the night
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